(Editor's Note: Emily sent home her sd card this week. I told her that we loved all the pictures, but it would be nice to know the stories that went with them, and I hoped she would remember them when she got home)
I
wish I could tell you about all the pictures and people, but I am sure
you guys can make up stories that are just as fun :) It is a little
freezy off and on, but nothing too serious yet, mostly just days when in
the sunshine is perfect but the shade is NOT.
I
have had a few cranky days, or minutes, or times. It isn't really
fair to say all day because SO MUCH happens in a day. We learn a lot,
but there is always so much more. Study time is tough in the morning
because there are a crazy number of things that I want to go over/learn
more about/become better at/look up scriptures for. But one step at a
time right? Even though I get distracted, I am really trying to focus
on the lessons for now, and just looking up other things when I have a
specific question or situation in mind. But I want to know it all!
Sister C's birthday is today so Sister Z and I are going to
get/make a cake for her and the zone, so I will eat cake for Dad ;) (Editor's Note: Emily's Dad's birthday was yesterday)
I
am learning a lot about the preparation that needs to go into an area,
and into people, before those connections do happen and things start
moving forward. It is tough because our purpose as missionaries is to
invite others to come to Christ and help them recieve the Gospel, and I
love eternal families and I love eternal life and I want people to know. I want to adopt all of them and bring them all in and show
them. It is difficult to be on the outside of their lives and see how
the Gospel makes so much sense and would be so good for them and bring
so many blessings and have the patience to wait until they are ready to
see those differences and needs for themselves. That is why the ward is
so important. We can put names and information down in the area book
(and don't get me wrong, I love the area book) but unless we leave a
person behind who knows those people and will be able to stick around
and love them until they are ready to learn more and care enough to go
in and help when they are ready, people get forgotten and lost. So
preparing people is tough, but that is what needs to happen. Everyone
prays to find those who are prepared to receive the gospel, so I guess I
can handle a little frustration in order to answer some other people's
prayers ;) And I do get to see quite a few brother of Jared type
miracles (Ether 3:5) and miracles going on around me in the district and
zone that I get to be a part of as we all work together :)
Some
of our little miracles? Well addresses are not always recorded very
well in the area book, so one night we went to look for a potential
investigator who we only had an intersection for an address. We found
him at the first house, and though he is okay with where he is at and
not interested in discussions right now, he did have one question about
the plan of salvation that we were able to answer for him, and expand
his understanding a little bit more.
The next day we got to answer a question which a man had kind of wondered for 60 years.
While
on a tracting blitz on Saturday with Sister D we happened to skip
a house which Sister Z and I went back to later because he is a
member of the ward but less active, so we were able to visit him knowing
his name and have him not be forgotten :)
Speaking
of which, we did an exchange Friday to Saturday because I am companions
with an STL (Sister Training Leader), and Sister D is companions with the other STL so we
got to be companions for the day. If that makes sense. I got to drive
:) The day really gave me more appreciation and understanding of Sister
Z, since we were in my area for the day so I had to drive/know
where we were going and what was going on. Plus, as a district we were
all committed to 'finding' for 3 hours on Saturday morning, which for us
was going to be tracting, and Sister D had never tracted before!
So that was an adventure being the experienced one in something :) But
we did some good and she was awesome and it was a good experience for
all of us I think. Sister D and I will actually be companions
every week for the next three weeks as well as our companions conduct
other exchanges. Should be fun!
I love you all and have an awesome week!
love, Sister Emily DeFord
love, Sister Emily DeFord